Monday, August 18, 2008

Will you ever notice me...

fuck mans!today was very fun BUT i am super disappointed ltr...what was in my mind is wad the fuck!is that jia wei that good?na bei!someone say that he even help eu to beat those who bully eu...but wad have i done?totally nth...sometimes i also dun have the rights to say that i am better than jia wei...then i ask eu about who is better,but eu gave me a answer which i nvr expect eu to say...dunno...seriosly,i am totally speechless...after that,i asked if eu think that i am serious abt eu....wad could i expect the answer from eu....all eu say is NO...then my heart like so....nvm then was thinking,wad the fucking *****....although i did not beat ppl like jia wei to protect eu,i am giving eu everything trying to make eu happy...tell eu wad,i nvr waited for ppl for more than an hour...the last time my ex made me wait not to half an hour,i was making a big fuss...but for eu,i kept quiet and wait...but,do eu even feel touched or wadeva?i was doing so much and yet this is wad eu think of me.....i am already trying my best to be better than jia wei and make eu happy...seriously,i really just felt disappointed today...just want to start afresh from tml,make eu belive that i am true to eu....even if i have to beat ppl and kena beaten for eu,i seriosly dun mind....now,i just love eu...nth is gonna change the fact that i love eu from the day we start on our journey...hope that this is part of the things that we nid to learn in life...trust ur partner...ending here..tml will be a new journey for mi..