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many things had happen lately
i need not all your bullshit comments...
zzzzz
Then this I screamed:"Come back to Me for I was born in love with thee So why should fate stand in between?"
yes...no doubt i am not a prefect guy...but i have been trying my best,changing most of the bad parts of my attitude and so on trying to be a better guy....but i cn tell that this time round,i am serious about relation....this morning went to school with a puffy and red eyes....nothing much happen in school....as usual,think too much last night until today no energy,slept in class....after school stay backed in sku....then i dunno why i ran bare footed round the basketball court under the hot sun..now i cnt walk properly....got blisters....hais....then this came to my mind last night....no matter how much i have changed,no body will notice....even if they do notice,they will nvr knw why....guess i'm going mad soon.... =.= hope that these miserable days will soon end and nvr to be back again....what i should do now is to study till i drop and continue to wait foolishly....Zzzz....
hais...today nvr go sku again.....xian lahs...going to miss alot of things...now at home choing on my studies....my give in my all....hais...
life after japan trip has been a big difference to me...my life have been changed...and the attitude of people around me has changed too...wanted to live in a world with no worries,stress,problems....today handphone kena confiscate....sad....then today after tution,in the lift kena the so called rape by boon ping....keep kissing my head sia....luckily nvr kiss until my mouth..hehes...hope i could go back to how it was in japan...hais....=.= might nvr happen...dunno why but have that kinda feeling a.k.a sixth sense....
omg!i said something just now...i scared eu are affected by wad i say just now sia....T.T pray hard not....anyways,i wanted to go back to lord lerhs...i will let his will be done..it is a present for me to come down to earth and get to knw suying..lord,i love you..i will try not to rebel anymore
yeah!GENI YOU ARE RITE...i am a bastard....i have no father...its the truth...nvm....sometimes i really wonder do eu like me...(not saying geni) have always been thinking about that lohs
walaos...are eu avoiding me?i am very scared that day would come...hmm...i at last changed my url le...hais...wish tat our relation will draw even closer instead of drifting away...
sku have been more fun after meeting eu...the advice eu gave me is useful....hmmm..then now everybody is saying about us lahs.....wad the....was wondering eu said eu feel presured,wad do eu mean by that....hais....nth to post about..today nvr go sku lohs....at home super xian....feel sick...hais...sadded...alone at home makes me have the kinda feeling of being left out again....nvm...i shall study for exam first....many things not convinent to post....hais...=.=
i am super lost now...dunno which direction to head to...guess i have made the wrong decisions...wonder wads right and wads wrong now....just learnt that 1 mistake/crime will lead to death sentence...there will be no turing back....karma has bestowed on me..where should i head to now?i dun want to get lost even deeper till there is no way out....
have i made the wrong decision?
so many things had happen....dunno wad to say...i knw now many ppl backstabbing me lohs....anyway,my feelings for eu has already faded lohs....even if read my blog,pls promise me that no matter wad is the outcome,study hard....dun let this thing pull eu down..just give in all the best....i got nth to say...do eu belive in first sight love,true love,and forever love?nope....i only belive in first sight love...anyway....hope that lord will show mi the rightful path to take and to follow his will and to to rebel against him....i pray for ur guidience for every choice that i make....